What will be my 'red thread'? It's more a feeling than a knowing. Sometimes its hard to explain the difference to people between not knowing what the outcome of your search will be and not going anywhere. After being very goal-oriented for several years. I enjoy allowing myself to explore (although the discomfort of not knowing is part of the deal too), and to just be. As an inspiring lady likes to say 'We're not an human DOing', but a human BEing. For now I enjoy just that.